Eight Of Nine.

Yesterday Sam and I cooked her father dinner for his birthday and mannn was it yummy. After dinner he took us to the movie store because he just loves us like that and knew I wanted to go see Movie Man. When he saw me he smiled real big and when I came up to the till he actually initiated a conversation!!!! It was fantastic! HE READDDSSS. :D


Also I have a future without principles math ! YEHAA. I am going to go to school in Edmonton at Grant McEwan. I want to take the Public Relations course and then work for some NGO and eventually work in Switzerland :D

It was a verrryy good day yesterday.

It's time that I made things right

For the first time,since the last time.

Let this moment of clarity

Lift this curse that has been cast upon me.

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Sowing Season.

Need A Break STAT.

I am on the mend.

At least now I can say that I am trying.

And I hope you will forget things I still lack.

Is it in you now,To bear to hear the truth that you have spoken

Twisted up by knaves, To make a trap for fools?

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The Fear.

I am going through some savage withdrawls. I need to continue on the path to get my man! That sounds extremely cheesy but Cereal! It has been over a week. We need some progress.

On another note, First semester is almost over one exam to go and I am very excited. I cannot wait for second semester like who isnt excited for lit?

My birthday is coming up and so is my parents departure. I am not excited for my birthday. I just want to watch movies and chill but thats not enough. No, you will see what I mean in days coming.

I havent spoken to my father in a week and a half. Which is fine with me except he owes me money. That kinda sucks. My father and I have never really gotten along I think we are to alike. Except for the fact that he is crazy depressed and takes it out on me as if I am his psychiatrist. And if I do that to one of you every day of my like I am so sorry and please shoot me.

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore

I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore

When do you think it will all become clear?

‘Cuz I’m being taken over by

The Fear

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My Heart Is An Apple.

Have you ever felt like you have just made a huge fool of yourself?
Thats how I feel right now and I wish I could take this whole day back.

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I'll admit I'm full of shit

That's how I know I love you

That's how I know I trust you,

You're not sure if there's a right or wrong

But it feels like there is when I treat you like this

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Coffees For Closers.

Ok so I have to have to blog. So much has happened. What would you like to hear first the bad or the amazing? Lets go with bad first because well the wait to hear the good stuff is worth the wait.

First my Dad and I got into a huggeeee fight yesterday. I am so sick of my father treating me like I am his psychiatrist and I finally told him. He would not stop going on about how my step dad stole his life. Well sorry Dad you do realize you and mom broke up over six years ago. Shes moved on and you should too. He didnt steal your life and your goals thats the whole point of finding someone new is finding someone who shares your goals and my Mom did that. Then he started going on about how I stick up for my step dad. I dont stick up for him I am just not going to allow my father to talk badly about someone who has done nothing to him. My mom and stepdad never talk badly about my father so why should he talk badly about them? Exactly. So I dont think we will be talking for a while and frankly thats fine with me.

Now for the amazing news. He is giving me his extra copy of Trainspotting and I am goiing to lend him the book!!!!!!!!!! Yay! I told you this would happen and it is!!! I can just tell this is going to be good. I will keep you posted because he told me to come and get it tomorrow so I will make sure to blog of course!!!

Though change will come

Oh change will come

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What A Catch, Donnie.

Ok Cereal. (Nesquick and Reese Cup) I cannot wait until I go to the movie store with the information I have found. I found out his REAL last name and his favourite movie. This is good info for a movie store :D Not to mention it is one of my favourite movies as well as favourite book. I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited for my birthday and staying with my grandparents. Here are all the reasons it rocks.

1. Grandma makes me lunch.
2. Grandma's house is close to school so no worries about walking home from school.
3. She will drive me all over.
4. They leave me alone.
5. My door has a lock.
6. No pets.
7. Dinner EVERY night.
8. Big bed.
9. MONEY
10. 2 whole weeks away from my parents.

I got troubled thoughts

And the self-esteem to match

What a catch, what a catch

And all I can think of

Is the way I'm the one

Who charmed the one

Who gave up on you

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Featuring Some Of Your Favourite Words.

Words don't seem to come so easy

When I need them oh so badly

Here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords.

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