Notebook Malfunction of '08.

I am in an excellent mood because Grilled Cheese Boy? Did shit with the fat chick HAHA!! Then got stuck doing the walk of shame because we ditched him because we were tired of waiting for him to get his rocks off. BAHHHHH So amazing.

Today I did laundry and forgot to check the pockets. Hence the title. There was wet paper bits everywhere.

Drank Margaritas with Jordon yesterday and the day before. I got pretty hammered the first night and started giggling when G.C Boy came into the house because of something that only Sam has heard....( the g.c mixup) I also have realized when I am drunk or stoned I become obsessed with eating apples.

I found out what pretty movie mans name is




Drum Role Please


ITS JRDN
I took the vowels out. Weird how one of Jackies best friends has the same name... Hmm.. Oh Well Here I Come!!!

Grilled Cheese May Be Good,

But Not That Good.

What Have I Done?
Am I Happy With It?
Christmas Was Quite Intriguing, But Was It Worth It?
Jesse Says To Let It Be And Just Remember Who I Am.
It's To Hard To Be Let Down Like This.
You Were All Right I Got Too Caught Up In The Dream World.
But Now I've Rubbed The Sleep From My Eyes And Woken Up.
I Need Something New To Believe In.
Not Someone Who Promises Me Grilled Cheeses For Favours.

Silence, Just Silence.

Christmas is too loud.

Shhh.

Words To Live By.

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

-Audrey Hepburn

Let It Bleed.

Let it bleed Take the red for what it's worth woah
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing!

Creepy Journal Entry #90275815829527.

10:45am

Pretty Movie Man Came Into Dairy Queen, He was as gorgeous as ever he was wearing a black button up jacket plaid dress pants and of course his Movie Gallery uni.

Uber Fantastique!

See what I did there? To different languages combined!

F.Y.I

I Didn't Fuck Him.

Is It Progression If A Cannibal Uses A Fork?

I seriously have no idea what to write about anymore.
I think this blog was just for me to rant my anger about Steven to people..but now that that really has any effect on me because I measured the size of his ego. I really don't know what to do anymore. So I don't really know how often I will blog...but who knows maybe something else will happen to make me need to blog
Like Buttons aka Movie Store Man aka Ant.

Biting the flesh from your finger.You know, I just can't help myself.I wish to believe, but belief is a graveyard.May this light never see morning, as finally one will not.Maybe you're the one that's overrated.Shriek and scream much too horrified to speak.

Big Casino.

The Name of this blog, you want to know where it came from? It is the song that changed my life. I was walking home from Jackies house this wonderful eve and this song came on and all of a sudden I realized how beautiful life is and that I will be ok. That my life is good and I will not allow him to run my life anymore. You hear that Steven? I will be OKAY! I will find someone that will make me happy. I have accepted you have moved on and I realize I will too. I have a feeling inside me that hasn't been there in a while its called happiness.
Thank You Jimmy Eat World
Thank You Snow, You Were Right Sam, Good Things Do Happen When It Snows.

I'll accept with poise, with grace When they draw my name from the lottery And they'll say 'All the salt in the world couldn't melt that ice' I'm the one who gets away I'm a New Jersey success-story And they'll say 'Lord, give me a chance to shake that hand'